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If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by

Gregory And The Hawk's Boats & Birds...
The song i heard from a independent short movie names 'Domino' tat i watched last year...
Simple rhythm tat can pacify ur feeling...

you know wat...sometime i felt like a fucking loser...especially in communication within peoples...
am i really a person who hard to communicate with and understanding?
i really dunno why...

few weeks ago,i'm busy wif the suck job...
till yesterday i only can take a break and rest...
i admit that i'm frustrated with the whole progress and the fake agency...but i never feel depress at all...wat i writing here before just the someway to bring my plaint...

i have just a few persons tat i really care...
but they oso felt i got a lot of problem wif depress...
haih...
watever...

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10.16pm, still in my office...
just finish listen to Jason Mraz's song, A beautiful Mess,non stop for 58 times...
the song is nothing related to my mood i feeling now...
but its touching deep in my heart and my tears...

and i dunno how it be...

and dunno since when...there are no body inside my heart...
is that a beautiful mess?
i dun think so...

haih...
好不开心...
不是莫名其妙的...
在这里工作这么久，第一次感到那么的辛苦...
我又不是没努力的做好工作...
为什么每次说了这样，当client来时，又会是另外一会事呢？
为什么每次都不会有人撑我呢？
......

一年零一天了...
我第一份毕业踏出社会的工作...
这一天，还是得呆在这个空寥寥的办公室里继续我手头上还没作完的工作...

2007年7月4日
还记得一年前第一天上班的情景...真的还记得很清楚...

一年就这样过去了...公司也搬迁了...
共同做事的也有进有出的...
大家都在这里认识了大家，得到自己想要的...
这就是工作...

一年的工作生涯里，我给自己两个字：‘失败’...
无可否认，在工作进度上是有进步，但还是有很多不满意的地方...
这期间还是做了至今还会觉得后悔的事...
对自己感到失望...
很想给自己原谅自己的理由，其实根本就是自欺欺人...

很希望明年的今天，我可以写些不同于现在的感觉...

突然，心脏好像停顿了...
这里突然好像变得好静...
看着壁上的画，它也好像在看着我...
好空哦...现在的生活好空哦...
好像...失去了中心点...